Motivation Eludes Me Today...

Hi guys! Well its been a little while since I blogged, but hopefully you haven't missed me... ;)

Have been feeling a little blue today. Nothing has really inspired me. I can't feel that surge of excitement that I normally have somewhere deep inside. Perhaps I'm just having 'one of those days' or maybe I'm suffering from SAD. I really don't know. Its hard to be upbeat all the time I guess.

Anyway, I was really happy with yesterdays video. It was thrown together in an evening but turned out amazingly well I hope you'll agree(!) it was really awesome to pay a tribute to the late, great Bill Hicks. I hope he would have enjoyed the composition and editing.

Today though, I feel drained. Work has been really quiet and I haven't got the same vigour that I normally have. I do try to put a lot of effort into whatever I do but all I want these days is to be creative.

My biggest problem is that my mind always looks at opportunity in a romantic way. I don't see the whole picture sometimes. When I do, it becomes less exciting and it starts feeling much less interesting.

This is helping though. It's cathartic...lol

I'm currently sat waiting for a bus and its already a clear 15 minutes late. I could complain, but sadly that wouldn't get me home any quicker. I'd much rather claim my national right as a British citizen to sit here and moan about it. So consider yourself moaned at...

Right I need to get back to waiting so I leave you with best regards til we speak again.

Peace.
Snare

...One Month Later

Hello Blog Readers.

Its been almost a month since I posted anything, and to be honest – its completely my fault. I feel bad whenever I get grand ideas that in the wings there is always a niggle, a worrying realisation that what I can see as the great vision ends up as cutting room floor garbage – never to be seen by the public.

This has happened a lot recently. Many times I’ve had a bout of creative mania, followed by a small hiccup – a small infraction of focus which inevitably leads to my downfall.

I want to blog more but it gets harder when a) it doesn’t pay the bills; and b) you have my sense of waivering motivation. I haven’t had a problem doing the last 243 daily vlogs this year, but I want them to be so much more. I want to entertain people and give them a sense that I’m taking this project seriously.

Of course there have been times when the daily vlogs have come under attack (especially by me) and leave me floundering for inspiration. But somehow, I find the words and the time to put something together. I just hope that the next 122 videos have the same luck.

Anyway guys – I need to stop blogging and start working as I’m officially back on the clock(!)

Take care until next time,

SVD